#THAT YOU PUT THEIR MOTHER THROUGH
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you've published the letters she wrote you
you told the WHOLE WORLD how you brought this girl into OUR bed. and in clearing YOUR name you have ruined our lives
#HEAVEN FORBID SOMEONE WHISPERS âHE'S PART OF SOME SCHEMEâ#YOUR ENEMIES WHISPER SO YOU HAVE TO SCREAM#i know about whispers#i see how you look at my sister..đ#DONT.#im not naive.#i have seen women around youuuu DONT#think i dont see how they fall for your charms#all your CHAAARRMS#im erasing myself from the narative#let future historians WONDER HOW ELIZA REACTED WHEN YOU BROKE HER HEART#YOU HAVE THROWN IT ALL AWAY#STAND BACK WATCH IT BUUURRRN â¤ď¸âđĽ#JUST WATCH IT ALL BURN#AND WHEN THE TIME COMES#EXPLAIN TO THE CHILDREN THE PAIN AND EMBARRASSMENT#THAT YOU PUT THEIR MOTHER THROUGH#WHEN WILL YOU LEARN#THAT THEY ARE YOUR LEGACY. WE ARE YOUR LEGACY#i woke up on my hamilton bullshit again guys
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Sae Niijima is such a good character it drives me insane a little. She's not a mother nor a maternal or doting older sister but instead a twenty four year old who was thrown into a position of responsibility that she never asked for. She loves Makoto just as much as she resents her and its so apparent every time they talk up until November. "Are you studying?" (I want you to do well) (I need you to get a job and stop making my life harder) "I'll use any method necessary to get this promotion" (Life will be easier for us) (So stop distracting me with your problems) "Focus on your future" (I know that you're capable) (I can't afford to waste my time on you, so stop wasting time on others)
Makoto is not only the sole reason she pushes as hard as she does for a promotion, for success, and the reason that she loses herself in her animosity over her fathers death, but also someone she can't stand for so long. Makoto was 14-15 when their father died. Sae was 21. As soon as she got the career she wanted and things started to look up, her stability was robbed from her and she was disillusioned with the system that her father had taught her to rely on and completely adhere to. How do you manage, the daughter of a cop, following his footsteps towards law enforcement, when you're suddenly reminded of how unfair it is? You can't quit, your little sister relies on you and she's so young and struggling just as badly with this grief. So you pick yourself up and you get moving again. You push harder, press further. You abandon your morals and your ethics because punishing criminals (guilty or not) is almost like punishing the man who killed your father.
And the whole time she's fighting for promotions, going for drinks with the SIU Director to make herself more favourable for promotions, trying to navigate being a woman in a competitive, suffocating, male-dominated field, falling behind despite doing so much where others are promoted for doing so little - all the while your little sister comes back from school and her biggest issues are so small compared to yours.
Persona 5 revolves so heavily around grief and loss and change and Sae embodies all of that so well, all of the sharp and unpleasant and jagged parts of grief.
#sae niijima#persona brainrot real#idk what possessed me for this i jsut love her#beyond her being rlly hot and such a driven and compelling character#the way that we see her on screen is so heavily shaped and influenced by grief that its almost crushing when you notice it#she focuses on work because if she falls behind it could cost her and her sister everything#yet she lives in her fathers house. works a job her father would be proud of. is praised through her proximity to her father.#her sister idolises her and relies on her like a parent. sae was never supposed to be that to her#how am i meant to be your mother and your father? how am i meant to be the source of stability in your life when im not stable in mine#and the whole time your little sister sits there and where shes actually putting on a brave face and forcing through her own grief#struggling to put a life without her father into perspective#to you she just looks ... complacent. willfully ignorant to the situation that you're both in and the struggles you're both facing#why WOULDNT you hate her?#and then you realise that shes not ignorant. shes not as stupid or as oblivious as you thought#every time she was being distracting and asking pointless questions she was just reaching out to you#and each time you had to push her hand away and tell her not now. focus. study.#they drive me insane actually#persona 5#p5r#persona 5 royal#makoto niijima
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House M.D.'s Remy "Thirteen" Hadley & Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn
(5x05 "Lucky Thirteen", 5x10 "Let Them Eat Cake", 4x16 "Wilson's Heart", 5x09 "Last Resort")
#house md#house m.d.#sharp objects#gillian flynn#remy thirteen hadley#web weaving#my webs#my caps#5x05#5x10#4x16#5x09#i read sharp objects last weekend and i was possessed by my brainworms to make this#bangs my head through drywall. i cannot put my feelings into words. just take this and hopefully it conveys it#the book as a whole doesn't fit thirteen#but if you look closely. there are many similar themes. i.e. illness and mother wounds#specifically illness and it getting passed down from mother to daughter#long post#v*
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Need more fics where sj!SQQ and a martial sibling gets stuck in a situation, and instead of them having a bonding moment or something stupid and emotionally healing, sj just pulls out a knife.
#mind you i eat up the emotionally healing tropes#i just think itd be very funny if#'oh no. im in a situation with my worst shixiong. we're at risk of losing our lives. please tell my mother i love her.'#and then the martial sibling(depending on the one)#would try to resolve any bad blood between themselves and sj#and sj just removes a hidden knife from the small of his back that wasnt confiscated or something#and just frees them#maybe he puts the knife through the jaw of a captor or a really formidable beast#svsss#and just goes 'what was shidi saying? i was busy being the only resourceful and useful person in the sect'#original shen qingqiu#shen jiu#cang qiong#og shen qingqiu#og sqq
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what do you do when youâre tired of the fight?
you say: not again, no more, I canât do this.
and you keep on living anyway.
#Genuine#this is not forced or toxic positivity#this is hope with blood under her fingernails dragging your own corpse kicking and screaming into tomorrow#this is not âyour mother will miss youâ#this is spite and anger and spittle and so much rage coinciding with so much emptiness#This is buttered toast for dinner and lying on the floor afterwards. This is salivating over the knives and leaving them in the block#or maybe itâs not. Maybe they donât stay in the kitchen but you text your friend after. You put disinfectant on the wounds#This is so messy and so painful and not the end for you#Not yet#Weâll stay here together#And if you want I can hold your hand through it
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"He doesn't need to provide, take care of, or play a heteronormative role for Buck, and that's how Buck snuck in there." This take is sooo big brain and sexy of you, an interesting part of their dynamic is that Eddie CAN'T seriously think "oh if buck was a woman that would be great" because you are so right, they would have never ended up where they are if that was the case. Instead he has to think "if I was gay, we could be in a relationship" Which Adds A Tasty Tasty Element To That Catholic Guilt And Repression Baybee.
And we LOOOOOOVE the Catholic Guilt and Repression in this household!!!
#lincoln answers things#911 meta#one of the MAJOR issues in Eddie and Shannon's relationship#was that he was pressured by society and his parents to believe that he had to provide for her#and fulfill particular Husband and Father Roles#when Shannon says what I wanted was a PARTNER#I wanted you to be THERE with ME#I didn't need you to be the big strong man and provide or protect!#I just wanted the kid I fell in love with! I wanted to hold your hand through this together!#and with Ana and Marisol we see Eddie falling into the same pattern (but worse since he was in love with Shannon)#(and was decidedly never in love with Ana or Marisol)#(and was basically forcing himself to date them)#(because he felt his son needed a mother and he was lonely)#and he is going to most likely keep doing that with any woman#but with Buck... because he wasn't putting them in those traditional roles...#they became true partners#hand in hand through this together#and without even trying!!! I mean yes they tried in that all relationships require effort but!#anyway sorry I cannot stop rambling but#I am so glad that you liked my thoughts and feel they're accurate!
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I certainly have my own concerns about the treatment of moo deng but um. well i think some of you may just be racist
#this ^ isn't directed at any post in particular but instead a lot of comments ive seen. but now im gonna talk about other posts down here#and prefacing anything i put in the tags here with DONT TAKE MY WORD FOR IT DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH#but the biggest post ive seen going around rn about moo deng being mistreated and the general quality of khao kheow zoo is questionable#claims that the enclosure is mostly concrete seem to be false from all the sources i can find#the concrete section looks like its specifically around the feeding area which fits zoo care guidelines which specify that the feeding area#be a surface that can be easily cleaned separate from the substrate and is a surface present in other zoos#the lack of deep water also seems to be purposeful? older videos of the same enclosure show deeper water areas#and looking back through the news every baby pygmy hippo announcement from every zoo i could find mentioned periods where the baby had to#learn to swim and was slowly introduced from shallow water to deeper water as time passed#this was also corroborated by fowlers zoo and wild animal medicine volume 8 which suggests keeping the mother dry and then slowly#introducing water as the baby grows as a potential best practice#damn im treating this like a paper now. anyway the negatives#there are absolutely things that strike me as bad eg. public access to the hippos and the way the keeper interacts with them#for the keeper stuff in particular i'd really like to see input from someone who has experience as a zookeeper with pygmy hippos#the public access is something that i def think the zoo could improve on and even older footage from years ago shows people sticking like#selfie sticks and shit off the side of the railings and right into the hippos faces#however again the zoo seems to be making efforts to curb visitor behavior which is tough when you go from having 800 visitors a day to#4000+ and you can't remodel the whole exhibit right then and there#all this to say! just do your own research and take somewhat inflammatory comments on the internet with a grain of salt#also just to make it clear im not making any sweeping statements on khao kheow or the treatment of moo deng im just summarizing what i foun#based on what's being said in the most popular post on the subject ive seen.#for the potential like three people who will read all this hi :) hope ur having a nice day
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Good boy by 28sunflowers | E | 2768 Harry is startled out of his thoughts by the needle going over one of his ribs. Thankfully, he catches himself and manages to stay still, but accidentally lets out a whimper at the unexpected stronger burn. He exhales slowly when Louis takes the gun off his skin, trying to remain calm. âGood boy,â Louis tells him automatically, giving him a pat to the hip.
Soft Wings by kingsofeverything | G | 4375 Harry is a Dolly Parton fan who wants to get a tattoo in tribute to her. Louis is the tattoo artist.
take your whole life then you put a line through it by sunflower_lwt | M | 5332 an AU with trans harry, an all-knowing cousin, and tattoo artist louis.
lemongrass and sleep by moonshinelouis | E | 5370 Louis is a tattoo artist and Harry wants a rose tattoo.
I See Your Colours and I'm Dying of Thirst by taking_sweet_time | nr | 6244 Harry asks Louis for a tattoo, but forgets to mention that he's got a little bit of a... problem when it comes getting inked. Shenanigans ensue. Or, a very dumb fic about Harry's fucking whale (maybe) tattoo.
Makes Me Feel Alive by hazzahtomlinson | E | 8372 Louis hated when people came in to get tattooed and couldnât sit stillâ bunch of fucking squares is what they were. If only that had been the issue for his newest client.
A Simple Twisted Fate by Cyantific | E | 18125 Global rock star Harry Styles has some time to kill between tour dates and stumbles into a Doncaster tattoo shop with a desire for some new ink. He has a few other desires as well, but those he must keep to himself. Louis Tomlinson, owner of Twisted Fate Tattoos, has seen enough of the tabloids and thinks he knows everything there is to know about this world-famous rock star, and heâs not impressed. Harry may be one of the world's biggest stars known for a lavish lifestyle, crazy parties and entourages of women wherever he goes, but heâs more than just what his image and wild reputation suggests. Things take an interesting turn when Louis finds out heâs been helping satisfy Harryâs voracious pain kink. Bet he'd love to know that not only is Louis a gifted tattoo artist, but an experienced Dom as well. Perhaps they both have something to learn from each other, if only Louis would give Harry a chance. Maybe their paths crossing was more than just a twist of fate, but the universeâs plan all along.
Necessity is the mother of invention by words_of_my_own | E | 87502 Louis is the owner of a couple of tattoo studios that are not for tattooing purposes only. Harry works as a policeofficer and infiltrator, currently on a case that really only should be straight forward. What happens when things aren't what they seem, morals come into play, and when you fall in love with the one person you just shouldn't?
no hand on the reign by tempolarriefics | E | 137051 Then, he sees it. His eyes lock on the tattoo and he sucks in a sharp breath, unable to look away. His brain screeches to a halt, and not just because of the sight that is a half-naked Harry. There, on Harryâs outer arm, is an intricate tattoo of a large ship. A large ship which perfectly complements the compass tattoo hidden on Louisâ own forearm. âItâs that one.â Louis breathes, reaching out a shaky finger to point to the ship on Harryâs left outer arm. âYouâre sure?â Harry asks. Louis nods. Heâs never been more sure of anything in his life. He has found his soulmate. Or, a twist on a soulmate au where louis is a newly independent tattoo artist and harry just wants his soulmate tattoo removed. Of course, they're soulmates.
#tattoos#tempolarriefics#words_of_my_own#cyantific#hazzahtomlinson#taking_sweet_time#sunflower_lwt#kingsofeverything#28sunflowers#good boy#Soft Wings#take your whole life then you put a line through it#lemongrass and sleep#I See Your Colours and I'm Dying of Thirst#Makes Me Feel Alive#A Simple Twisted Fate#Necessity is the mother of invention#no hand on the reign#moonshinelouis
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this girl threatened to doxx me
she pulled up my name
its not my name.
her mutuals were gassing her up too. i gave her a chance and even corrected her a bit.
i mean, at least shes smart enough to not trust me....?
they were right when they said these kids are technologically illiterate. and i thought i was bad.
#im....awed. at how bad she is at this#'your profile says this name' those are swear words in hindi. they mean 'mother' and 'fucker'#im gonna cry. they cant be this stupid. they cannot. PLEASE#i thought she was trolling but shes pulling up facebook profiles#wait deadass do kids not make fake gmails anymore?????#i have over 25.#if they made fake gmails theyd know if you make an account for a website through google it just uses the name you put in the name area#as username generation.#just cuz the user name and display name are same doesnt mean its real. good god you stupid fucks#im distressed. its so over.#may these kids never pass middleschool. dont let them into society#avo why you beefing with kids in the first place? theyre trying to cancel an artist for orientalism again.#i like throwing grenades into trenches. its personality flaw forgive me#kidding. they wont cancel that artist without getting through me first. fuck em#it is a personality flaw. i fucking hate them#artists are afraid of these idiots? they dont even know how to ip grab!!! beat the shit out of them!!!
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Nothing on this earth is as humbling as going through your closet and realizing all the clothes that gave you gender euphoria are not even close to fitting.
#the elf talks#an f in chat for my favorite Jean jacket#she fought a good fight through first my mother then me and itâs time to put her out of her misery#also she would tear in half if I tried to cross my arms#this is not doing anything good for my dysphoria or my dysmorphia let me tell you#but itâs gotta be done
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Im kinda thinking of incorporating the pain i felt when losing my grandmother in front of me with allure seeing zainab in the below ,, zainab couldnt see them and theres another dead version of allure as a kid (cuz they got a new body instead of keeping the old one) whos giving their mother a hug ,,
I fell to my knees in the hospital crying and holding onto her hand with the unbearable pain in my chest as well as having to be pulled away from crying so horribly
I could probably incoporate that somewhat for allure ,, especially if theyre seeing their old child self ,, their mother alive as the lost soul she is and not being able to see her own child ,, Ueeuueuegeuegeh . đ soung of crying
#sydneys thoughts#Yk shit is tough when you make your own mother cry from a character backstory#I feel so bad for the infodumpng i put her through </3 get this woman a golden trophy /sil
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Remember how last year we all were saying Christian was the dad who stepped up for Max and appreciated him the way he deservedâŚ
Yeah we were wrong about that, apparently.
#i never saw dad#but I saw admiration and appreciation#apparently he a fake ass bitch#let him buy the team and run it into the ground until it ends up like alpine#that will be his legacy#honestly this is giving first burn by Hamilton#niche reference but like#âwhen the time comes explain to your childrenâ#âthe pain and embarrassment you put their mother throughâ#âwhen will you learn that they are your legacyâ#i just#max verstappen#red bull racing#f1#formula 1
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frank: gets teary eyed at a wedding, is most likely drunk/high
THOSE fans: OMG HE LOVES GALLAVICH HE LOVES IAN HES A GOOD FATHER HE JUST HAD ISSUES HE CANT HELP IT HE CRIED OH MY GOD-
this scene existing:
#not to mention the 104° fever- profiting off of ianâs mania- and locking him in the basement for days on end when he was 6#frank was abusive!!#i know peope who cry at strangers weddings#doing that doesnât make you a hero#and it doesnât justify the years of abuse he put ian through#i literally hate frank so much idgaf how his mother or monica treated him#like yes his character and backstory are interesting but you cannot blame everything on other people#he was abusive- PERIOD.#shameless#ian gallagher#frank gallagher
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am i being unreasonable when i tell my mum that i dont want to go out and walk the dog tonight bcs my legs hurt. it hurts, i dont want to do it? obviously? but no, apparently i just dont want to work on myself and am content to stay suffering in my pain because its suchhhhh a convenient excuse!
how the fuck does putting myself in more pain lessen the pain. how. exercise? i guess? i dont blinding know
i cant even argue with her
#đĽ#- malachite#still need a vent tag#thank you mother dearest for returning home and IMMEDIATELY RUINING MY DAY#i love you sooooooooo much thank you for continuing to contribute to a pattern! youre really good at that.#i cant wait until i can LEAVE.#im sorry that im in pain i cant help it what do you want from me why is the solution to my pain to put me through more pain#yeah no shit i want to take the easy way out (painkillers). because that actually HELPS.#fuck you#if i had a tally of how many good days have been ruined by my mum returning home and saying something it would be uncountable#thank you so much!#stars. i need to stop being overdramatic#im not even in that much pain#sighs#its so cold
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